Online Hauntings, Abuse & Ethics.

Lats year I decided to phone up a good old friend of mine who I hadn’t really spoken to properly in ages. It was a great chat but it was also an educational one for me, since my friend couldn’t get over the fact that she had been in an abusive relationship. She kept on going and going and going about this negative experience.

It confirmed to me that when a negative experience is true, the victim of it (whether the person(s) like(s) to consider themselves a victim or not) will never get over it, or might ease out of it after first mentally obsessing over it, only to then talk about it on “repeat” with friends or family members, before finally letting it go.

After this act of emotional “processing” the trauma or negative experience falls into the psychological “archive” department and might be re-ignited due to association if a similar situation occur in the future. Thankfully the memory goes into “sleep mode” or retreats to a dormant state, even though it is still there, buried within the mental jungle.

Just like I’ve witnessed other people get stuck in this sort mental and emotional  “loop,” I also experienced something similar after the successful “trolling” of me online back in 2015.

When I first became aware of that it wasn’t just me that was accessing my social media profiles I had my list of suspects, which is probably why I was just annoyed but not necessarily alarmed….

I previously wrote about how the number of shares on my blog entries were drastically reduced over night, after my birthday entry in 2015. I had previously also spoken about how lame it was that I had issues with promoting a military-themed music video in late 2013.

As far as the social media “trolling” was concerned I thought that a friend of mine was pulling my leg, and thought at first that it was an American editor character. When I realised that maybe I was mistaken, I had another prime suspect that had lurked in the back of my mind for quite a while; an industry character that I had worked with in the past, who also works on programming and was/is involved with a confidential project for the U.S.Government.

(Talk about the perfect storm for a conspiracy theory).

Last on my short list was another show biz character who is involved with a cult notorious for spying on its members…

If anyone of my readers watched the TV show “Hannibal” you might remember the “alternative” (to put it mildly) friendship between Graham & Dr.Lecter. For those who have read a little bit about criminal profiling it isn’t uncommon for guilty people to express their concern and be remarkably helpful, even towards those that they’ve hurt.

Visiting the families of those they’ve killed is one example, feigning empathy.

It was therefore not strange that I suspected some show-biz characters that I had bumped into…

At a certain point though it really started to piss me off that someone was having a laugh on my behalf, trolling and pestering me big time, without me being able to get the weirdo to stop. I actually suffered from sleep -Apnea for a little while, since I had no idea who was messing around with me.

Was it a dangerous criminal from the high-security prison I had performed in? Was it a bored Google or Facebook employee? A bored NSA or GCHQ employee? A random fan with tech-abilities? A crazed, mad show biz person obsessed with my person for whatever psycho-reason?

There was no way for me to know.

My misery reached its peak when I was in the mountains of Norway and it dawned upon me that whoever was tormenting me probably knew where in the world I was due to my phone. It was a low point where I stayed awake the whole night and even decided to put a knife under my pillow, just in case.

After succeeding in frightening me the nuisance stopped after 5 months.

I wrote about the experience and certainly talked about it.

It seemed like the insanity had come to an end, but I was still wondering what on earth that whole thing had been about, since I never really figured out who was behind it.

In 2016 I noticed some awkward things, but just brushed it aside. I took screen shots and shared these online if there was anything weird and just kept on going with my “secret project.”

In 2017 I started to wonder if my online stalker had left me at all, or if the person in question had just gone into “stealth mode” since I was logged out of my Instagram account repeatedly without me doing it. I even experienced my Instagram starting to live a life of its own, while I was on it. My computer also had some strange moments, but I did not really think too much about it and just shrugged it off.

Then in November 2017 I was catapulted straight back into how I felt in 2015 when the social media craziness erupted once again while I was in Norway to attend the funeral of my grandfather … What ensued was even worse than last time, and it hit its peak after some blog entries I had written about the current U.S.President in December 2017, which made me wonder if I was being stalked by a total Trump/Conservative hater, who now had even greater reasons for loathing me. I also started to ponder if I was dealing with a “machine,” or simply put a “bot,” since some of these can be programmed to literally “haunt” you online.

You feed information to the machine and the machine throws it all back at you, or can use it against you somehow.

I have/had a hard time believing all the trolling was/is simply “machine-based” though, I’m pretty confident there is/was some flesh and blood behind it; which would be the case regardless as someone sent this thing my way.

Crazy.

I have no idea why I was targeted. It would be easy to say that it was politics but that wouldn’t ring true for 2015.

After the Facebook scandal I deleted my account since it then dawned upon me that my data could have ended up anywhere. If my data was abused, which I’m guessing was the case, I’m guessing once again that it was all done “in the name of research.”

If I wasn’t the only target then I’m guessing that we’ll see massive law suits in the future from angry social media users pissed off that their personal relationships were compromised, their data used against them and their emotional well-being manipulated by invisible “trolls” online.

What you put out in the world comes back to you. Especially un-ethical behaviour if it is on a large, organised scale.

 

Persecuted Christians, Racist Trudeau, Enforced Islamification in England, Subverted Institutions in The West, GQ Trying To Ruin Your Thanksgiving, Gaslighting, European Instability, Stalking, Explorers, Lonely Elders, An Angry Rider & Some Light Reading About Love, Among Other Things.

I’m proud to say that I wrote about the persecution of today’s Christians the second that I heard of it. This is not right. Why aren’t more people writing about the assault on Christianity? It’s a good thing that the Trump administration have mentioned this and that they did so as early as they did. This is an important issue which is strangely enough ignored by many. America to the rescue  & “Christianity is under unprecedented assault in those ancient lands where it first grew,” the vice president said. “Across the wider Middle East, we can now see a future in many areas without a Christian faith. But tonight, I came to tell you: Help is on the way.”

Taken from the article I pasted in at the top of this entry: “At a time in the West when there is increasing media focus on the rights of people regardless of gender, ethnicity or sexuality, it is ironic that in much of the secular media there should be such limited coverage of the massive persecution experienced by so many Christians.” 

The report said: “Governments in the West and the UN failed to offer Christians in countries such as Iraq and Syria the emergency help they needed as genocide got underway.

If Christian organisations and other institutions had not filled the gap, the Christian presence could already have disappeared in Iraq and other parts of the Middle East.”

Report editor John Pontifex said: “In terms of the numbers of people involved, the gravity of the crimes committed and their impact, it is clear that the persecution of Christians is today worse than at any time in history.

“Not only are Christians more persecuted than any other faith group, but ever-increasing numbers are experiencing the very worst forms of persecution.”

An article in GQ Magazine calls it a “civic duty” to destroy Thanksgiving if your relatives are Trump supporters. This is outrageous, which is why I’m pasting this in. Click on the link in the text below to read the original text. Incredible.

“A piece in GQ Magazine calls on readers to make Thanksgiving Day “hell” for any relatives who support President Donald Trump.

“It’s time to ruin your Trump-supporting family’s Thanksgiving—for America!” Joe Berkowitz wrote.

“If you’re headed home to a household that still thinks a sex-offending game show host in rapid cognitive decline was the best choice for a president, it is your civic duty to filibuster Thanksgiving,” he argued.

He offered several suggestions for how to ruin Thanksgiving dinner, including not showing up, showing up and being a jerk and going “scorched earth.” Berkowitz wrote that this isn’t just about spite, but potentially “chipping away” at Trump’s base.

 “If your family is unmoved after a ruined Thanksgiving, though, that’s fine too. After all, next year’s Thanksgiving falls just after the 2018 midterms, and if your true believer parents still feel the way they do now, you might ruin their holiday in another way,” he concluded. 

According to a new NPR/PBS NewsHour/Marist poll, 58 percent of people are dreading having to talk politics around the dinner table. Just 31 percent said they were eager to discuss the latest news with family and friends, while 11 percent are unsure.

Here are some out-takes from the original, hateful, text:

“Trump has spent the entire year performing one long, clumsy touchdown dance atop the wreckage of America’s former norms and values.”

Which values exactly? Post-modern far-left values? Or the massive focus on Christianity that has been brought back, thanks in part if not entirely to super Christians Mike Pence and Dr. Ben Carson? The left don’t own western values, unless this writer is talking about “our modern shared values,” you know those flimsy values “openness and tolerance” that cannot define or represent a nation at all whatsoever…..

“Any parents still riding the Trump Train at this point have thereby signaled that nothing is sacred.”

Nothing is sacred, such as life you mean? Or traditional women? Because I seem to remember that conservative women are vilified in the mainstream media and that no sympathy should be given to any woman who supports the President or his administration. Is this writer trying to say that radical post-modernists are the ones who know what is sacred or not?

“Don’t show up. For some parents, your absence will speak louder than any sodden arguments over the density of pumpkin pie. If you can’t even look them in the eye, they’ll know you mean business. Besides, Friendsgiving rules.”

The cultural Marxists hate families, so of course it would be preferable if you fall out with your own parents and never talk to your own blood relatives anymore because of Trump. I can’t believe these people are for real. Talk about being hateful.

Someone told me the other day that Justin Trudeau allegedly said that it was horrid that Canada was a European construct and that he would make it his mission to destroy Canada’s “whiteness.” I couldn’t find a quote like this or an article along those lines, I did however come across this.

“As G.K. Chesterton once said, condemning nationalism because it can lead to war is like condemning love because it can lead to murder.”

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Trudeau also has an interesting way of dealing with terrorism in his nation … after a Somali, Muslim woman was guilty of terrorism he went out  and condemned white-supremacists instead…. A typical modern “leader” in other words, with no love, empathy or concern for his own people and no sense of respect for those who built the nation and the institutions which he now presides over.

The Norwegian right-wing government have been forced to agree with more immigrants being taken into Norway. After stating that Norway is one of those Nations that have taken in too many migrants in relation to our own population numbers, the right-wing party had to let go of one of the most crucial issues facing all European nations.

“Høyre og Frp godtok at Norge skal ta imot 1.000 flere kvoteflyktninger neste år, noe som er nær en fordobling. Til sammen blir kvoten neste år 2.120 personer, noe som er lavere enn antallet Norge har tatt imot de siste to årene, men høyt sammenlignet med tidligere år.”

“The Right and The Progress Party agreed that Norway will take in 1.000 more migrants next year, something that will be a doubling. In total the quota will be 2.120 people, something that is lower than the amount Norway has taken in the two last years, but high in comparison to previous years.”

The Norwegian government decided to increase the fee on sugar and gas/bubbles as used in soft drinks and candy in order to raise 2 billion Kroner for the government. Who would have thought that you could get that much money by going after small things like that? Incredible. The ministers hope that this will not affect the consumers. I find it all very intriguing actually.

The government also decided to partly axe the machine-tax but calculated that it would mean 1,2 billion Kroner in lost revenue. It will be especially hard for municipalities in industry areas, so the government officials have apparently agreed on measures to compensate for this lack of tax-income.

Loneliness is a problem not just among the elderly, but among young people as well, even though it isn’t spoken that much about. Old and alone.(This article is in Norwegian).

It is so easy to tell when you’re reading something written by a 3rd wave feminist, or modern radical. Everything from the west is a symbol of oppression. Read this critique of badass English explorers. Don’t let party-poopers like this ruin everything.

“White men such as Benedict Allen should cease their meaningless, problematic “explorations” and focus instead on the ways they can counter the privileges they inhabit, at home and abroad.”

The Anti-European Deconstructionists are always hard at work. They never rest. Never. There is always something new. All of our institutions seem derelict at this point, rotten from within, in need of a resurrection. If they are not brought back in alignment with pro-European values then we’ve officially lost our European Nations. The Cultural Marxists Will Never Rest Until They’ve Had Their Total Revolution.

I mentioned organised pedophilia at a public school in this entry of mine: Europe & America’s Transformation Due To Migration – My Observations as A European Globetrotter.I’m bringing it up again as it is quite a scenario to have tax-payers money used to pay for child molestation toward tweens who are sent to public schools since their parents cannot afford anything else. It can in many ways be seen as the ultimate form of humiliation. Much like the enforced LGBTQX culture described in the article above.

Most have to have a two income family. They have no choice. Their kids will therefore have to be sent to public institutions and as an ultimate act of spite these institutions will brainwash your children and expose them to individuals who hate kids (in some instances) paid for by the “tax cattle.” It is nothing else but morbid. A totally mockery of the general population.

“The chairman of the Campaign for Real Education told the Sunday Times: “w should not be placing ‘mother’ and ‘father’ on a list of forbidden words.

“We should, instead, be accommodating these cherished foundation stones of our civilisation. The decision to remove them is profoundly undemocratic and illiberal and is a capitulation to a form of politically correct fascism.”

It is probably a good idea to move to the east or the west before lots of people are in a hurry to do so if the situation in Europe worsens. Just follow a simple rule. Don’t let your enemy into your country. Simple as that. Look at these ridiculous pictures of our Christmas Markets. I’m glad I live in a proper English area where we don’t have these type of problems, or at least not yet. Diversity is our strength – repeat after me.

The people of Austria are tired and want their country back. God bless them.

Watching the latest season of AHS really got to me when I saw the scenes of Sarah Paulson’s character and how “the cult” ganged up on her, doing everything to drive her insane while simultaneously officially discrediting her. I wonder why? Read this article if you want a good reason for staying alone. It is incredible what people get away just because good people stay silent. After all what is the point of speaking up if people don’t believe you? Evidence; you always need evidence; which is why you have to be careful when it comes to accusing others of abuse or wrongdoings online. There are many who are doing so now, especially with the whole #MeToo campaign, what I wonder is this though: can’t you be sued for defamation and slander if you don’t have your evidence in order? Would you have enough proof to satisfy law-enforcement and how would your accusations hold up in court? If your answer is no, then you got a pretty shitty case.

“Have you ever felt like you were going insane? Well, it might be because someone was trying to make you feel that way. One of the most common ways abusers keep control of their victims is to have them discredited to the point that they question their own sanity, feel terrible about themselves, and also can’t figure out what the truth is and what isn’t anymore. This tactic is called gaslighting, and it’s named after a 1950s movie that focuses on a man who has managed to trick a woman into thinking she’s going crazy.

It’s one of the worst mind games out there, and everyone needs to know about it. If you’ve been finding yourself questioning.. yourself.. and your relationship more frequently these days, you need to read this.

Have you ever heard about gaslighting before?

Gaslighting Is A Term Used To Describe Emotional Abuse. In particular, it’s emotional abuse that makes you question what really happened, how you really feel about things, and whether you should be angry about actions that your partner may have done.”

Good heavens … I just came across an article about a female nurse pretending to be a male doctor in order to get women to send her explicit photos of themselves. This lady also stole another person’s address apparently and prowled around social media to find victims to literally troll. Talk about weirdo. It’s easy to fall flat on your face sometimes with social media, but this chick was seemingly unstoppable in her quest for “setting people up.” Crazy really. I’m wondering if she was addicted to this kind of behaviour or if she was bored? Peculiar to say the least: Female Serial Stalker. 

When reading more about her actions here it reminds me a bit of childish pranks … you know … prank calling, trolling people, etc; This is what kids or tweens usually engage in for a limited time period; which makes me wonder: if abstract identity movements can partially be blamed for lack of “make-believe” play when little, then can this type of anti-social actions, as displayed by Adele Rennie, be partially blamed on a lack of healthy peer relationships in youth? Once again her pattern of action is infantile and immature. It would have been interesting to know the conclusion reached by a professional profiler.

Cool to see another artist defending Europe ❤ I don’t necessarily agree with other statements from this guy, but this was cool to see! It’s funny actually that I voice concern for Germany and Sweden; because if I was to be like all of these individuals who are still screeching about past-slavery in America for example, I would be happy to see Sweden and Germany being destroyed from within – but I’m not. Even though these two countries either betrayed or occupied us, it is unfair to wish harm upon their populations. I sincerely hope that European identities will survive the massive changes forced upon them by higher powers. This isn’t really the time to be pessimistic in a way. Sure we need to be honest about the changes and the problems, but we cannot let this deflate our spirits. Being a patriot has never been more important.

Hmmm….cavalry vs. infantry……

Oh the French, always angry protesting something … En Grève is one of the first things you learn the meaning of when you live there. I’m assuming that they must be one of the hardest populations in Europe to manage. I was never a supporter of Macron really, but he won the election, and when that is the case you just have to hope for the best. Wishing for a politician in power to fail is nuts, as it would mean devastation in one way or the other for the population in question. I’ve personally spoken favourably about labour unions in the past, I believe that we have to look after our own. Outsourcing, labour-migration, but also, over-taxation on small businesses which leads to unemployment or bankruptcy is a great, great shame. I wish it was possible to solve the equation of perfect governance, sadly it seems impossible. People management whether big or small will never be easy. Protests against Macron.

This headline and article is absolutely outrageous: Parents Were Ordered To Send Their Children To A Workshop On Islam Or Have Them Labeled As Racist For The Rest of Their School Career.

“Mothers and fathers were warned: ‘Refusal to allow your child to attend will result in a Racial Discrimination note being attached to your child’s education record, which will remain on this file throughout their school career.

‘All absences on this day will be investigated for their credibility and will only be sanctioned with a GP sick note.’
Yesterday parents at Littleton Green Community School in Huntington, Staffordshire, said the threat to the pupils aged between eight and 11 was ‘ludicrous’. Gillian Claridge, 55, said: ‘How dare they threaten to brand the children racist at such a young age? It’s going to make them feel like little criminals.”

Offended Muslim caught in US lunch scandal.

The imported challenges we now have to deal with, unless we start sending people home.

You can apparently get into trouble with an Anti-Hate speech police unit in this country, if someone’s feelings are hurt. I have truly no idea why the English are so keen on giving away and destroying their identity and nation. There must be a diagnosis for something like this.

While racial tensions in Europe escalate, Norwegian celebrities create pro-immigration propaganda videos as a response to 18 year olds being sent back home to the Middle East. To translate a quote from Norway’s immigration and integration minister:

– Jeg vil vel heller stille spørsmål ved om det ikke er flaut at norske kjendiser er så navlebeskuende at de kun ser de få asylsøkerne som kommer til Norge, hvorav mange ikke har krav på beskyttelse, mens de ikke ser de 65 millionene av mennesker som har flyktet fra krig og konflikt som vi bør hjelpe rundt omkring i verden, sier innvandrings- og integreringsminister Sylvi Listhaug til VG.

– I would rather question whether it isn’t embarrassing that Norwegian celebrities are so narrow-minded that they only see the few asylum seekers who come to Norway, of which many have no right to protection, while they don’t see the 65 million people who’ve fled from war and conflict who we should help around the world, says the immigration and integration minister Sylvi Listhaug to VG. 

Here is another link to an article about some other protests in Paris … What I’m wondering is this: how many of these protestors are paid to be there and how many of them are just trouble seeking punks? It would be naive not to think that no-good thugs wouldn’t be attracted to these type of things.

Unless you want to be fired as a politician, remember – do not touch a woman’s knee! The funniest thing about this article are the comments below. Haha.

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Interesting article about love. Read this if you feel like it and have time to kill.

Such an ugly and horrible man. Weinstein’s Show-biz abuse.

Annabella Sciorra.

Illuminati confirmed I guess.

Go to the beach if you can. God’s healing tools.

Yes, I’m a very honest person. Funny test.

President Trump’s Thanksgiving.

Nobody ever wants to admit anything in Russia. There was a leak from a Nuclear plant, but not really. It happened though, and the logical conclusion must be that it came from one of these two plants, only that it didn’t. Because nothing really happened, even though it actually did. And this cloud of radioactive pollution over Europe, is nothing to worry about, because reasons.

Football coach fed up with entitled parents in Beverly Hills.

This is what happens to you if you stay neutral as an artist. You will still be hated and attacked.

When The Mad Come Knocking….

So Facebook has a neat little feature that reminds you of your past status updates. This can be sweet reminding you of highlights from previous years, but it can also be a spooky reminder of things you would rather forget.

Last year I had the great “honour” of someone trolling me big time on my social media accounts. At first I thought that it was nothing, but when my private FB started living a life of it’s own I knew that something was up. I’m fully aware of everything that I do whenever I’m online, but how can you prove that you aren’t doing anything weird yourself if weird things are happening in your name officially? At a certain point I was changing my passwords everyday, but to no avail. Needless to say I was creeped out and had no idea how to deal with the situation. I was equally obsessed with trying to find out what on earth was going on.

God knows who it was that spent 5 months messing with me in cyberspace, whomever it was, it must have been someone who hated me profoundly. This led me of course to ransack my memories, desperately trying to find an occasion where I had been rude to someone or unpleasant. I mean who could have a reason to despise me so profoundly?Trying to figure out who my enemy or enemies could be was a fruitless mission.

It wasn’t until I was in Norway and a friend of mine reminded me how irrational hate is, that a light bulb went off. ” A person can start hating you because you didn’t say hi to them at the supermarket”. Shit she is right, I though. It then dawned upon me that it was likely that I had caught the attention of an absolute mad man/woman that for some reason had a strange fixation on me.

The worst thing is that it didn’t dawn upon me at first that someone could access my online profiles and read my communication, so my instant reaction was that some of my friends were forwarding my messages to a third party. Why I came to such a conclusion baffles me now. I guess the idea of some wacko spying on me seemed a bit too far fetched. Which is interesting considering that I posted a blog entry last year about this Crazy Fans! ( My longest entry so far…)

After a bizarre online experience where I was left with no serious evidence to support my claim, I started thinking about the burden of lack of evidence, even if you know that you are in the right.

Just because you have no evidence, doesn’t mean that the boogeyman doesn’t exist.

You have two type of criminals, the stupid predator and the clever predator. The clever predator can threaten and bully you via a proxy, a clever predator lets you know that you are being watched without you knowing who he or she is, a clever predator is one step ahead at all times and usually gets away, unless the person in question haven’t paid his taxes (ref AlCapone).

A stupid predator is someone like Jeffrey Dahmer, a serial killer that stock piled his house with thropies and literally collected organs, mounting an incredible amount of evidence against himself. A stupid or careless predator will send you threaths from his or her email and will constantly incriminate himself. John Wayne Gaycy is another example, who buried his victims underneath his very own house, causing excessive bad smell which bothered his neighbours.

Both type of predators are scary, both are dangerous, but the clever predator gives me the creeps. A stupid, self incriminating mad man will at one point or the other fail miserably and get caught. He will be stopped sooner or later. A clever criminal will get away and continue his reign of terror. The clever predator might even spend a considerable amount of time mocking the authorities like Jack The Ripper or the Zodiac or might even incriminate someone else, who is completely innocent of the crime.

If you are truly on another level entirely of cleverness, your very existence might even be disputed, like certain mobster leaders in Italy that were so good at hiding, they were literally operating like ghosts.

The problem with a ghost though is the improbable scenario of it getting caught or the wasted efforts spent trying to prove its existence. We believe in what we see, miracles and paranormal activity doesn’t exist in court and some killers/mad men are pretty much invisible.

You might know who the guilty party is, you might even come face to face with the devil himself without any ability to take him down, due to either lack of witnesses willing to testify, lack of witnesses altogether or again lack of any evidence.

Just because you have no evidence against the boogey man doesn’t mean that the boogey man doesn’t exist and that is seriously creepy to think about 😮